Okay, this is me, planting an idea in your mind. I say: don't think about elephants. What are you thinking about?I have been thinking about elephants; the reluctance of certain people to accept that I'm going to university, the money aspect, I want to see the faces of my children, A Levels, loyalties, commitments, feeding the Turok, becoming a roadie, the infinite playlist, siblings, confessions of a materialistic, higher education, choices, situations, consequences, hour glasses, not being in a position to extend an arm to embrace, express support and feelings of general unease and nervousness. Has university really become a white elephant, a burdensome possession; creating more trouble than it is worth? Without any distractions this week, I have been thinking way too much and analysing everything. I have felt like the Friends episode where Chandler becomes too emotional, I realise that I can't have foresight with any given opportunity but it doesn't make it any easier to comprehend. I want all the answers but I don't know the right questions! I know that I'm committed to university though regardless of any doubts. I suppose every student has worries, I'm in the fortunate position that I'm not waiting for A Level results. I wish everyone good luck for Thursday!!